OBLIVION

I don’t remember sleeping

The act of unconsciousness

An awakening of conscience

A letting-go of stress

 

Becoming something organic

Folded into dotted wood

And fabrics made of ghost

Torpid fibres snake my blood

 

The calendar flicked through days

The clock ticked through time

Smacked out my mind adventures

Back when I was in my prime

 

Thinking way outside the box

Deep slumberer in rictus tomb

At one with earth and universe

As safe as mother’s womb

 

Cruelly wrenched back to life

Birthed hard from safe oblivion

Dreams jet-washed like pebble-dash

Still waiting for event horizon

 

© pofacedpoetry – Billy Reynard-Bowness (2018) – All right’s reserved

 

WHEN WE FORGET TO REMEMBER

The screaming echoes of hell
The echoes of screaming shells
The smattering of wailing echoes
The shattering of human shells.
For decency?
For peace?
For honour?
For humanity?
If? When we fail yet again; once more
Go us into the sea; leave flesh ridden shores
Let briny drink try wash tired hands clean
If there be sea enough to flush man’s grimy pores.
No more!
No more!
No more!
No more!
Or – send us back to the sea; amen
Let the war-weary Earth start over again
Give blood rusty soil time to drink afresh
Forget the blind cruelty; the indifference of men.

©pofacedpoetry – Billy Reynard-Bowness (2018) – all right’s reserved

A BONFIRE OF DARK HEARTS

A bonfire in your dark hearts

Burning bilious with rage

Embered fire-pit in your bellies

Fueled by yob-bullish bigotry

 

“Not so” – you’ll cry – fool

‘Twas a prank; some high jinx

“No real harm was meant”

Ah! Nothing then to repent?

 

Coiled DNA; double helix of hate

Like a serpent it writhes inside

Woven into your very fibre; deep

Written as words in stick of rock

 

YES – a crime, never a joke, NO

Don’t spew forth “innocent fun”!!!

Darkest soul chose for you that night

Your casual cruelty laughed at sad plight

 

Billy Reynard-Bowness – 2018 – For Grenfell

My Interview with “Wombwell Interviews”…

Wombwell Rainbow Interviews: Billy Reynard Bowness Writer-Poet (The Po Faced Poet)

Wombwell Rainbow Interviews

I am honoured and privileged that the following writers local, national and international have agreed to be interviewed by me. I gave the writers two options: an emailed list of questions or a more fluid interview via messenger.
The usual ground is covered about motivation, daily routines and work ethic, but some surprises too. Some of these poets you may know, others may be new to you. I hope you enjoy the experience as much as I do.

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Billy Reynard Bowness Writer-Poet (The Po Faced Poet)

Born in Lincolnshire but growing up and educated in Huddersfield, Billy considers himself a Yorkshireman at heart.
Billy is 47 years old, a Pisces, former Legal Executive, now mad scientist and sometime bit part actor. He lives in the wilds of deepest North Yorkshire with his partner, three dogs, ducks and countless chickens.
In any spare time, Billy enjoys walking in the Yorkshire Dales, travelling, gardening and boating.

“Humour and humility will see you through”
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The Interview

1. When and why did you start to write poetry?

I wrote some poetry when I was in high school after reading and memorizing a poem off the blackboard called “The Scarecrow” by Walter De La Mere! It really impacted on me and stuck with me. However, life and work took over and I didn’t write again seriously until this year. It was the 10th anniversary of my son drowning when he was just 19. Alex would have been 29 this year. I wrote a poem as catharsis and to commemorate the 10th anniversary of his death. I have been writing prolifically all year.
Thinking about it I guess throughout life I have been writing poetry on and off (even before I returned to it seriously this year). Whenever there was a family event, a wedding, funeral etc, people would ask me to write a poem to read out or perform.

1.1 What was it about “The Scarecrow” that impacted on you?

My dad’s side of the family were farmers so the story of the poem appealed, but it was the imagery I particularly liked, of childlike innocence juxtaposed with adult duty – of the scarecrow keeping watch, suffering for “his master, man”. The narrative of the scarecrow as storyteller, fixed and unflinching, but vital in partnership with the human being. The description of the winter & the cold mornings – “flame with glittering rime” I found so rich.

2. How aware were and are you of the dominating presence of older poets traditional and contemporary?

I think that, growing up in Huddersfield and attending an “ordinary” Secondary school little emphasis was placed on poetry as a genre. Wilfred Owen was mentioned as poet laureate/a war poet but not delved into with any depth. In English literature we were taught about the works of Shakespeare but not as a poet, strictly as a playwright. As an adult my interests have led me to become more aware of how a writer or music artist can be a poet without being 100% described as such. For example, my love of the maudlin music of Leonard Cohen led me to appreciate his poetry. Returning to the part of the question about “dominating presence” I think that the blank verse and poetic meter used by the likes of Shakespeare and Marlowe are prevalent/relevant today in their influence and continuing performance value. When thinking of the contemporaries such as Sylvia Plath and Ted Hughes I think their colourful lives and embellished personas define them as much as their poetry.

3. What is your daily writing routine?

It differs depending on how I have slept (how many times I am awake babbling words, ideas or lines into my dictaphone)! Most days after getting the coffee, feeding the animals (chickens, ducks, dogs) I go to my office and firstly type up anything from the dictaphone into my “ideas” folder. Depending on where I am with a particular piece, I may work on a poem or outline – editing – changing – playing with structure. If I have a firm idea for a new project I may spend the later part of the morning researching my theme, history, language. Mornings are more about focused work (as that is when I am most focused). After lunch, which is always accompanied by music, I will give the dogs a quick walk. Depending on how “in to” a particular piece of writing on a given day the afternoon may be spent working on a that poem. If not I will either read poetry, “fiddle with”/edit my growing portfolio…or both. I do have a “day job” as well, working as a biochemistry analyst, but I have described a typical days writing…Which I usually do 3 days a week. I try to read some poetry or prose every day as I feel it is as important to read as it is to write.

4. What motivates you to write?

Gosh – everything! Life. The ridiculousness of the human condition. Our peculiarities, insecurities, silliness, tendency towards superlatives. They are great fodder for somebody who likes to play with words! I think that, of the thousands of thoughts, feelings, emotions, interactions we have every day, at least some of them are worth using in the future. Recording them. Adapting them. Making a story out of them – so that they are eternal rather than fleeting. That is my main motivation, although sometimes simply a word or a couple of words will come into my head and I know that I have to create something around them – build a story wall around the foundation words. I think the drive to write is innate.

5. What is your work ethic?

Try to do even the smallest piece of work really well, and don’t rush. Quality over quantity. If that doesn’t work and you get stuck – maybe it is time to step back, take some time out and wait for the zest to come back.?

6. How do the writers you read when you were young influence you today?

I remember reading (and re-reading) a book called “Down The Bright Stream” by “B.B” when I was very young, and being blown away by how magical the language was. How the words combined made me feel warm, excited and created such rich imagery in my head. It was about the four remaining gnomes in Britain; Dodder, Cloudberry, Baldmoney and Sneezewort, and their quest to stop an ancient countryside brook from drying up. The seam of imagery sewed in my mind from that book remains with me to this day. It is something I try to embroider into my work – that immersive sense of being a part of the poem, the story – the words creating almost a “false memory”, as if you’ve been there and experienced what is being written about.
It was the same with a lot of my early reading – such as Tarka the Otter and the Brer Rabbit books. I liked to read about nature, and animals…using their stories as morality learning. I incorporate nature and animalistic terms into my poetry today, particularly when trying to describe certain human traits.

7. Who of today’s writers do you admire the most and why?

Gillian Flynn. Because of her unflinching bravery in her use of language – to shock – to repulse – to excite! She writes as you would dare to be able to speak. Her characters are rarely like-able, but extremely “readable”, and I appreciate how she transcends and upturns the gender stereotypes. Basically, she tells a damn good tale!

8. Why do you write?

Because it is not enough to have the ideas, thoughts, words, emotions in my head! I need to act on them, develop them. Share them! It makes me feel good to do so.
…and I LOVE words, and playing with them, twisting them, juxtaposing them. Writing lets me indulge in my “word play”.

9. What would you say to someone who asked you “How do you become a writer?”

“Start writing”

10. And finally, Billy, tell me about the writing projects you have on at the moment.

I am in the process of developing a poem I wrote into a “poetry play” – a mini epic! I want to tell the stories of the characters I introduced in the original poem from different perspectives over the course of a few years. My idea is to create a story, in verse, with a rich structure and the occasional plot twist, which could (and hopefully would) be developed into a piece of theatre or TV. I am also working on a manuscript of poetry observing the daily triumphs and tragedies in life, the micro-annoyances, laughs and irritants – humorous anecdotal poetry.

MAN-FLU: THE EPIC

 

A Trojan horse. As Cleopatra in a carpet

Enters hidden on a breath

Incubus; droplet alien drawn in,

sets about its work; brooding job to do.

 

Awaken a little stiff, sweat and grog

A scratchy throat; a swollen lymph

Shower power, rinse and coffee makes well.

No. Twas not to be this false alarm, I’d grabbed.

 

Working fast now, growing, flooding

like snow melt hitting parched desert.

Seeping into cracks; changing blood-scapes.

Reprographic virus; dissociative – to thrive.

 

A false pardon was granted this morning

Cruel deception, such as played on Nick Bottom

teased mind into belief; a surge of relief,

Just early morning rust; blow away sleep dust.

 

I am sick of it now, the sickness; the bug.

My alien visitors; my too close encounter

making things smell wrong – like vinegar

and my nose pop as each side turns to unblock.

 

As big screen drama – epic plays out in my mind.

The white cells; the soldiers wiping out alien-kind

Dualling MacDuff and MacBeth in Dunsinane cell

Waging battle within me; my man-flu living hell.

 

©pofacedpoetry Billy Reynard-Bowness (2018) all right’s reserved

AWAKENING!

The poem I memorised off by heart, from the school blackboard, 36 years ago, and which stimulated my interest in poetry.

THE SCARECROW – Walter De La Mare

All winter through I bow my head
beneath the driving rain;
the North Wind powders me with snow
and blows me black again;
at midnight ‘neath a maze of stars
I flame with glittering rime,
and stand above the stubble, stiff
as mail at morning-prime.
But when that child called Spring, and all
his host of children come,
scattering their buds and dew upon
these acres of my home,
some rapture in my rags awakes;
I lift void eyes and scan
the sky for crows, those ravening foes,
of my strange master, Man.
I watch him striding lank behind
his clashing team, and know
soon will the wheat swish body high
where once lay a sterile snow;
soon I shall gaze across a sea
of sun-begotten grain,
which my unflinching watch hath sealed
for harvest once again.

vss365 – LAUGHING – Short Story – 50 words

As Serena left the house she smiled at the memory of the evening.
She was glad she’d cooked. Jake had wolfed the food down.
Passing the window she waved gaily at Jake who was #laughing madly at the TV and waving frantically.
Not waving.
Choking.
Arsenic soup.
Haute Cuisine.
She felt warm inside….

THE DOMINO EFFECT

 

Like a domino in a rally

Am I part of the team?

Am I next in line?

Am I to stand or do I fall?

 

Like a domino in a deck

Will I be played?

Will I be laid?

Will I be noticed at all?

 

Like a domino on the table

Do I fit in?

Do I join up?

Do I answer the call?

 

Like a domino shuffled around

Can I adapt?

Can I settle back in?

Can I hold back the gall?

 

Like a domino in the box

Should I feel safe?

Should I like the dark?

Should I welcome the pall?

 

©pofacedpoetry – Billy Reynard-Bowness (2018) – all right’s reserved